damn im so in love with her. its a country kind of love. so vast. its not rushed, it aint easy, but its worth it cause its a [partnership. fuck yall. oops sorry dont mean to be mean. shes just real special to me
ghost feeling, unappetizing. running in circles. clashing. hitting walls, and feeling like your a hole that people step over. your a ghost. nothing but another person in the west coast.
man, i havent felt that bummed in a while…. you fucking debbi downer. idk its just one of those times where you want to rip out your insides, cause no matter what the black contagious toxic waste just disperses within you body making you feel like a complete tragedy. and even though you want to find a cure, or try and endure it you cant stop it. you just feel like cutting you head and letting go. im sorry for feeling like shit. my mood just ehh. i love you baby i do. cant you seem im trying. im trying in every single way, yet i find myself running back to the same base, when i thought i was okay all along. ill be okay, ill be okay. its just this thought made me bummed beyond my imagination. theres just something that means the world to me, and one of those experiences is just meant to be with you and me, cause ive promised you since the beginning … i love you.. goodnight.. i guess ill try and sleep, or just stay up. i am the debbie downer, wait a minute arent we all
please watch over valerie please. i know things cross a lot in front of her. But please help her stay positive. shes already a wonderful girl. just help her please and take care of her when im not there. Shes the reason i still smile at things. i know i not perfect and i am lame and all but she makes be try and aim to be perfect. can you please watch over her, please instead of me. she means the world to me. all i need is patience and i am working on it and its working, slowly but it is working. i love her so much. i just hope for her to show her emotions to me a bit more. help her please.. i know its very hard for her. i understand and i get it, and i dont love her any less cause of it.. but please try and guide her and help her. i sometimes wonder if what i say has any affect on more cause i say too many nice things. but its all what i feel and it just comes out. but its alright. i love her. we are strange in our own ways but we mix well ^__^ i love her. shes sick right now, can you please give her a dash of wellness please. get me sick i can handle it ^__^ well thank you. and yea. if she ever reads this, i hope you know. I love you, and not just me writing it out, or hearing it in your mind. I actually do love you valerie, i care about you somuch and yup i hope youre feeling better. i guess ill wait to see if youre doing alright. we yea please watch over us. gracias
jesus i know we dont talk much, cause im too afraid, but give me patience please, or at least help me man. i dont ask for much you know that. i always talk to la virgen instead… but i mean watch over me. i want to get better man. if i dont man, its alright dude ill come and chill with you up there. just watch over me, ill try to change and really try, but if i mess up dont worry ill go up with you, its only fair. thank you for forgivingg me. i dont deserve it but thank you man… you know she means the world to me.. ill change man for the good, not cause i have too. watch over her please. please make sure shes safe tomorrow and everyday. please take care of her when im not there. remember she comes first then me alright or her then my family you canget to me last. i love you dude . and i love her and my family just take care of them., you dont have to get tome, as long as you watch over me its cool. thank you… i wont let you down man, i wont
this is me, you cant see me clearly. i know that.. well no one really can, only i can. i might as well unfocus myself from this damn world. i should have just fucking gotten ran over that day it would have been so simple. you fucking idiot why didnt you fall differently, dumb ass cutter
